Matthew

THERES THIS FUCKING KID WHO MAKES FUN OF ME SO HARD
example: “you’ve got something on your face” “what?” “It’s ugly..nah I’m just kidding..you have it all over”

I WANT TO BEAT THE FUCKING SHIT OUT OF HIM however I am too kind for such activities

Depression

I think that I’ll be ok I think everything will be fine no it won’t I think I’ll make it through this no I won’t

help me I think I’ll be able to handle this on my own.
I mean I got myself into this emotional mess didn’t i stupid girl
I’m too concerned with not hurting others I need to worry about myself I need help everything is getting too hard for me I can’t handle this

You know what sucks. When you’re in love with someone, and you let them go for the sake of not hurting them..and then you can tell that they dont seem to really love you back anyway…that hurts really bad.